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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-28 10:14 pm

🔊 Daily music


Now I'm caught up in the heat
It's so bittersweet
But you're holding back the truth on the tip of your tongue
Actions of love that can take me through the sky
So divine
🎵
NU: Carnival Theme Song - Take Me to Your Paradise
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-28 08:30 pm

Manga Check-in: A-A'



"A-A'"

Hagio Moto, 1981

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Summary: The story A, A' raises a troubling question: How would you feel if your lover died - and was replaced by a clone? Could you recreate your relationship with someone who was physically exactly the same but didn't share any memories of your life together?

My comments:

First story: Adelade was a young woman of a rare species dubbed 'unicorns' because of their unique hair pattern, who was working on the planet Proxima when she was an in an accident and died. All team members had clones made and put in cold storage for such cases, and her clone is sent back to work, minutes three years worth of memories. We see the team members go from excited that she's back to realizing that she's also back to square one, seeming cold and distant.

This was such a poignant story, this is my kind of tragedy (that feels weird to say). I mean sure the occasional bawl session can be cathartic but stories like this are very touching in a way and so thoughtful. For instance, when Adelade realized she didn't have her scars from when she lost Pony. Yeah it was a tragedy and the scars were a reminder of it but they also were a way for her to remember Pony, and the loss was greatly disturbing to her.

I couldn't decide if Adelade's clone actually remembered anything in the end and why if so but I didn't mind not knowing. I just know clone Adelade and clone Regg will be okay even if things won't be exactly the same.

Adelade and Regg are the two on the cover.

Second story: Mori is part of an experiment on telekinesis. He lost full control over his powers after being kidnapped as a child for having a genetically modified 'kaleidoscope' eye. Trill is a maladjusted girl of the unicorn race who somehow makes Mori's powers stable.

Since unicorns were made specifically to handle space and work with computers, they supposedly don't have much emotion. As we can see from the first story, they just show and feel emotions differently, and those willing to be patient can become close to them.

Mori and Trill resonate with each other, and Trill's emotions flow freely again. The doctor taking care of Trill was using her eggs to try to make more like her, because he believed people should get rid of their emotions. He didn't like when she got her emotions again and hurt her. In her rush to get back to Mori, tragedy strikes.

Sadder than the first story but again, very poignant. I didn't like the story much at first but like any good story, it was good at making me invested over time. Mori forcefully grew up a lot by the end, it's just a shame Trill wasn't able to live on and continue her own growth journey.

Third story: Tacto is a unicorn who finds out that he has female sex organs. He isn't much bothered by it and immediately decides to get them removed, but his current guardian An-An wants him to fully develop them to become a woman and get pregnant.

When Tacto was young, his mother committed suicide, and it traumatized him so badly his father erased his memories before age 7, causing Tracto to have to relearn everything. Tacto later left to work on a project and the two are estranged, but An-An thinks he can convince Tacto to become a woman.

On Mars Red, Tacto's team runs into kite flyers - and one of them is Mori! It's been four years since Trill died and Mori is still feeling the loss. Having another unicorn with the same hair and eyes brings it up again.

I was really worried this was going to be like 'Tacto falls for Mori and changes his mind about being a woman' but not at all. It turns out Tacto's father made something that can change genders by accident and used it on himself, temporarily turning himself into a woman*. His colleague really wanted to try it, but it seemed to permanently change him, then the two got married and had Tacto. Something about being pregnant made him change back into a man, that and the father cheating made him so depressed he committed suicide. Tacto was born with the same makeup, he too will change into a woman soon.

At first, Tacto was with a girl named Merimé because 'he liked her red hair' (it was dyed but the same color as Tacto's hair marking). She wanted to be with him for prestige. Mori won him over with his kites, saving him and resonating with him. If the relationship is going to work in the long run, they're going to need to learn patience and how to communicate properly.

The art is very much my thing. The characters are so diverse. I want to know a physical English copy of this so bad but it costs...a lot. I've added a few other things by Hagio to my TBR but I'm afraid nothing will measure up to how much I enjoyed A-A'! I'm giving it a 10/10 not because it was perfect or because I liked everything but because there were so many aspects of it that touched me. This is how you write situations and characters that aren't necessarily likeable but that win you over.

I can be picky about humor and while this isn't a comedy or anything, I loved the bits of humor in it.

I really want to read more stuff like this. Space, genetic modification, terraforming etc.

* Obviously changing into a body with different sex organs doesn't mean you're suddenly a man/woman

Content warnings:

-Death of lover including finding their body later
-Cloning, human experimentation, genetic engineering
-Death of a pony (not shown, but the grief is there)
-Attempted rape (on top of the 'taking Trill's eggs and inseminating them' experiment)
-Suicide, alcoholism, cheating, dysphoria (Tacto's mother)
-Attempt to make a character transition into a woman because they're discovered to have ovaries
-Childhood trauma
-Death & grief


My rating: 10/10
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-28 06:35 pm

November+ Asian Drama PTW

Using my Asian drama boardgame.

I completed 6/6 from my last challenge and I DNF'ed one of them. I'm too tired to care what I get this time let's just do this lol

Avatar: Supernatural (Guardian)
Skill: Move two extra tiles once (trap tile if Even)


Roll #1

A 9, prompt: rivals to lovers. Ughh why do people have to lump rivals to lovers, hate/dislike to love and enemies to lovers together, they're all different things! And why is it so hard to search by tag in MDL? Anyway Not Me is tagged rivals to lovers though not sure why as of yet.

Roll #2

A 7 and the trap tile. I was able to roll Even for my skill. New roll is a 6: prompt: favorite genre. I only have one real fantasy on my watching list and that's Love Between Fairy and Devil.

Roll #3

A 10 and 'generate from PTW list' tile. #26 which a GL called Blank, it's in the same world as GAP. This will be my first GL focused drama!

Roll #4

Aand a 12 and the end. Reward: A Tale of Thousand Stars!

Where to watch:
Not Me
Blank
LBFaD


Asian Drama PTW List:

[BL/Action Thriller] Not Me
[Fantasy/Romance] Love Between Fairy and Devil
[GL/Romance] Blank
[BL/Romance] A Tale of Thousand Stars
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-28 04:56 pm

Asian Drama Check-in: "Pending Train" ep. 5


Episode 5:
They meet and talk with the other train car group. Supposedly, the guy who stabbed Kato was just scared and he apologized, but what about the article about the train killer then?

The leader of their group found a radio in an old ship and managed to talk to someone in Canada who explained that three years after their disappearance, space debris hit an asteroid, changing it's course and hitting Earth. The leader wants them all to work together to figure out how to get back and warn everyone.

Yonezawa pretended to be with Hatano after some guys from the other group acted weird about her. Kayashima was displeased.

We get a little more backstory on Rena. Her parents were always fighting about money and it made her resentful and angry at them and the world. She's happy to be away from all that and doesn't want to find a way back.

Kayashima continues to be his pessimist self about their chances, but he's not wrong that they need to stay grounded and cautious. Meanwhile his little brother stole cash from the salon lady helping him. 😭

The bath scenes haha. I'd prefer a shower. That Akashi is cute.

Kayashima reassuring Hatano about Yonezawa even though he likes her. And I'm confused about that okonomiyaki lady.

'Mrs. President' is nice, I'm glad she's doing okay now.

Tanaka continuing to be a rat, not surprised. *smh*

Rena and Hatano stumble upon a buried dead body with blond hair just as Tanaka's reading the newspaper article about the killer having blond hair. Rena escapes but Hatano gets trapped with them, ending with her jumping off a cliff...

Oh yeah, what is the stones about? Are they pieces of the asteroid?
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-27 12:59 pm

Game Check-in: Duet Night Abyss


Major spoilers!

Mors looks a lot like Vita and I think they have the same VA, and there was that tale of the Gods coming down and their souls. Is the God of Calamity's soul in Mors?

I played the whole Mors section in one go and my brain is fried nowww. Did Avar really tell Fulvis the location?? He had to know what kind of person Fulvis was and so he wouldn't let him live. And the whole thing with Daphne ughh. I hate the Legion but some of them have parts that I can empathize with.

Vergilius has pretty eyes.

WTF was that Hive Mind entry in the sewers?! Eyes blank and pale as moonlight... Edit: Was that Subject 36 or 47?



[...] past battles we were never at the front — we lost more often than we won, He must have longed for a chance to prove himself... So I signed up too — just to help him chase that dream of being a true Knight: As long as we stick together, it doesn't matter where we go."

You reach the final page.

"O silent gods — if, as Milton believed, Your gaze is truly upon us... then I beg You: grant me one last mercy."
"Let my soul be reunited with theirs,"
'"Then I will forgive You — Your indifference, Your cruelty: I will forgive every trial You set before us, every lie You wove."
"My wings no longer need the radiance of the full moon, I ask only for a soft wind, to bear me home — to where they wait."

Did this Mystic Maze story have to be that sad? Holy moly. Edit: they're all that sad 🙃 Dead group of friends who doesn't know they're dead yet and keeps trying endlessly... I wonder if Milton is a reference to Paradise Lost?

Chapter 3: I KNEW one of those monsters was Blues, too much foreshadowing. :| Man this game has such dark stories. Does this happen to all Laurelled Charon?? Are they made as weapons of war or another purpose? ...Now I understand why Lynn made Rhythm leave even though the "monster" who got hurt was still alive. She knew about the experiments and was probably ordered to retrieve it. This story made me cry so much. At least they died as humans and not as lab experiments in captivity...

I bawled my eyes out by the end. The last part with Phantasio with the singing was beautiful but DEVISTATINGGG. It's a miracle I got through the fight while crying and trying to listen to the music. And I just realized Blues and Phantasio won't get the proper Charon burial rights like Psyche got. 😭 
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-25 09:46 pm
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November+ Movie PTW List

Using my movies boardgame.

I completed 6/7 movies from my last challenge. I DNF'ed the one. I rated them all pretty good, with two of them over 4 stars!


Avatar:


Romance (Imagine Me & You)
Skill: beat the trap tile once (roll a prompt)

Roll #1

I better get the trap tile since I finally got that skill! First roll is an 8, right past it though. Generate a random movie from my list. #64 which is a thriller/horror movie called Dagon!

Roll #2

A 7, prompt: comedy element. Welcome Week: A College Horror Anthology.

Roll #3

A 4, prompt: highest rated on PTW. Se7en, a mystery/thriller from '95 that I watched part of already before.

Roll #4

A 6 and the PTW tile again. #23 which is 1999's Sleepy Hollow,

Roll #5

A 7, prompt: weapon on the cover. So many options. Let's go with She Came from the Woods.

Roll #6

An 8 and the end. I didn't even get to use my skill... Reward, uhh. Oh, Black Phone 2

Lots of horror/thriller. Horror is somehow (usually) easier for me to watch when I'm tired so this is fine.




Movie PTW List:

[Thriller/Horror] Dagon ✔️
[Comedy/Horror] Welcome Week: A College Horror Anthology ✔️
[Mystery/Thriller] Se7en ✔️
[Mystery/Horror] Sleepy Hollow
[Horror] She Came from the Woods
[Horror/Thriller] Black Phone 2
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-25 08:39 pm
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November+ TV Show PTW

Using my TV Show PTW boardgame.

I completed 4/4 from my last challenge, I was a little slow because I find it hard to watch things when I'm tired, but I did them all so 👍.

Avatar: The Owl House/Animation (re-roll dice once)


Roll #1

A 5, prompt: shortest on list. Ninjago season 6, I should be able to finish it if I'm in the mood.

Roll #2

A 10, prompt: longest titled which is Miraculous: Tales of Ladybug & Cat Noir, it looks like new episodes have came out since I last watched.

Roll #3

A 4, prompt: featuring a group of friends. Maybe it's because it's my avatar for this challenge but my mind immediately jumped to The Owl House,

Roll #4

An 8, cover featuring mostly blue. I guess She-ra?

Roll #5

A 6, generate from PTW list tile. I've been putting it off but I'll go for Lost in Space (season 3).

Roll #6

A 10 and the end. Didn't get a chance to use my skill;; Reward: Helluva Boss. I think as soon as I catch up on that I'll start on Hazbin Hotel when I get a chance.

Where to watch:
Ninjago
Helluva Boss



TV Show PTW List:

[Superhero/Animation] Ninjago
[Superhero/Animation] Miraculous Ladybug
[Fantasy/Animation] The Owl House
[Fantasy/Animation] She-ra
[Sci-Fi/Drama] Lost in Space S3
[Multi-Genre/Animation] Helluva Boss

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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-25 12:31 pm

🔊 Daily music


If this world is wearing thin
And you're thinking of escape
I'll go anywhere with you
Just wrap me up in chains
But if you try to go alone
Don't think I'll understand
🎤
Ghost ft. Patrick Wilson - Stay
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-23 07:09 pm

Game Check-in: "Mahoutsukai no Yakusoku" ch. 5.1-6.3


Chapter 5.1:



It would be a lie to say I wasn’t flustered by this. But whether it was from seeing his bare chest or from Shylock’s natural sex appeal, I wasn’t sure.

*waggles eyebrows*

Chapter 5.2:

Nero on wizards: “Maybe they just want a bit of the things we take for granted, like…appreciation and compassion. Stuff like that.”

Lol I don't know if he was being sarcastic in this convo but he was spot on.

Ughhh Riquet and that slimy priest. I really hope we see Riquet change.

Chapter 5.3:

Poor Chloe having to deal with Rustica and his search for this 'bride'...

Chapter 5.4:

Rustica: “I’ll enjoy anywhere I go as long as you’re with me, Chloe.”

Then stop causing him problems. 😭

Wait, Rustica said the moon chose them, but it's the Great Calamity, right? Why is it choosing people to fight against it??

Chapter 5.5-5.6:

I like the Southern Country people!

The chosen South wizards realizing that means the four wizards sent last time were killed. :'(

Ughh nothing better happen to these guys. >.< And the North wizards better not pick on them, either!!

Chapter 6.1:

Akira: (I can’t even imagine what it’s like. They’ve just been living their lives normally but now they’re suddenly expected to save the world.)

Exactly, and there's a high chance of dying.

The 'I've just changing' scene makes me think of fem!Akira. It's almost like they're going back and forth on how they depict them.

Chapter 6.2:

Man you know you fucked up if you piss off Heathcliff. 

Shylock: “It doesn’t matter what we do, Heathcliff. No matter what we sacrifice, no matter how much we smile and try to play nice—”

Shylock: “—We will forever be their enemies, simply by virtue of possessing a power foreign to them. Stronger than them.”

😭😭😭

Chapter 6.3:

Okay maybe Heathcliff is just a hot-head in certain situations.

Apparently Bradley is the leader of 'the deadliest bandit gang in the world'.
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-23 06:36 pm

🌈BL Webnovel Check-in: "Jubo" ch. 1-17


I think the cover image was taken from some other source, maybe another webnovel, and made into a cover for Jubo but I couldn't find the true original source.

Chapter 1: Wang Cheng grew up in a temple, it was just him and his master until he passed away, leaving the old and worn down temple and deed to Wang Cheng.

Chapter 2: Wang Cheng was given up at age seven by his parents because they had a daughter and couldn't afford three kids. Wang Cheng never got to eat his fill as a growing teenager because he lived with the monks, so his mom tries to make up for it when he visits. His parents want him to move back in with them now instead of living alone in the old temple.

Chapter 3: developers took fancy of Shiquan County and wanted to build a large tourist resort here. Several villages have received the news, and Wang' Village was also included.

Wang Cheng doesn't want to sell the temple, he'd rather rebuild it.

How will turning the area into a tourist trap spot effect the villagers...?

Chapter 4-5: Family dynamics explanations and explorations.

Wang Cheng agreed to move back home so he heads off to get his things.

Chapter 6: Wang Cheng is a really good cook.

The real estate company shows up.

Chapter 7: Wang Cheng will only sell the mountain if the temple isn't demolished. Of course the real estate boss isn't happy about it.

Apparently Wang Cheng is really attractive even bald.

Chapter 8: Wang Cheng is so attractive even his sister blushes at him lol

Seems the family are supportive of Wang Cheng's decision?

I think they're moving to Guan Village, the mom's original village?

Chapter 9: The thing about the hands was interesting, I want to know more.

Chapter 10: I think Chu Yifeng, the real estate boss, is the LI?

Chapter 11: It is pretty interesting reading about the family dynamics.

Can't believe Wang Cheng negotiated 12 months work down to 3.

Chapter 12-13: Aunt Zhang is infuriating. 😡 Good luck finding a worker as good as Wang Ziyu!

Chapter 14 Finally moving away! Cute family interaction there at the end.

Chapter 15-16: Unfortunately two uncles they don't get along with also moved to Guan.

Chapter 17: First day of work, reading a bunch of docs, didn't see Boss Chu.

The editing could use some work but it's readable and mostly understandable. Seems like this will be a day-to-day story with a slow burn.

CW: A woman gets slapped and called a slut (in Wang Cheng's mind) after she hurls insults and abuse at Wang Ziyu.
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-23 02:56 pm

🎧 Audiobook Check-in: "A Sorceress Comes to Call"


Summary: Cordelia knows her mother is . . . unusual. Their house doesn’t have any doors between rooms—there are no secrets in this house—and her mother doesn't allow Cordelia to have a single friend. Unless you count Falada, her mother's beautiful white horse. The only time Cordelia feels truly free is on her daily rides with him.

But more than simple eccentricity sets her mother apart. Other mothers don’t force their daughters to be silent and motionless for hours, sometimes days, on end. Other mothers aren’t evil sorcerers.

When her mother unexpectedly moves them into the manor home of a wealthy older Squire and his kind but keen-eyed sister, Hester, Cordelia knows this welcoming pair are to be her mother's next victims. But Cordelia feels at home for the very first time among these people, and as her mother's plans darken, she must decide how to face the woman who raised her to save the people who have become like family.

My thoughts: Gripping from the start and stabs you right in the heart with the abuse that Cordelia suffers from her mother. This is my second T. Kingfisher book and I've found her MCs to be relatable to me personally but especially Cordelia. I grew up isolated and unsocialized after a certain point and had trouble with handling strong emotions (still do).

I really think I would give it 5/5 just for the characters but...I had other issues that bring the score down. At times I felt like the pacing was off, but that could be because I was impatient for answers, and there were multiples times where I was like "why didn't/don't you just do X??" but again, could just be me being impatient lol.

What I was hoping for did happen in the end (Cordelia living with Richard and Hester) so I was happy there. Speaking of those two, my heart swooned for them, I'm glad they found a way to be together in the end. There's plenty of commentary on a woman's place in historical society.

Did I mention how much I love the characters?

I LOVED the narration (Zoe Mills).

(PS: Was the butler in a relationship with another man? Jack was it?)

I would definitely reread (listen) to this again.

CWs:
-Child abuse (including taking over their body but neglecting to go to the bathroom or eat at times)
-Off-screen murder and discussion of it, on-screen murder made to look like a suicide
-Gore (a horse's head was cut off, it walks around headless and Cordelia touches the area while riding it, later the horse stomps someone to death, also it bites someone's ear off)


My rating: 4.25/5 (rounded down to 4 on goodreads)
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-22 04:41 pm
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November Anime PTW 2

Used my anime TBR boardgame.

I finished 5/6 for my last challenge. Honestly not my favorite challenge, plus when I get a certain amount of exhausted I don't feel like watching anything so that didn't help. I'm hoping for a small list this time or maybe there will be some anime that are easier on me.

Avatar:

Sakura from Wind Breaker
Skill:
Re-draw a prompt once


Roll #1:

An 8, PTW tile. #572 and that iss Trickster: Edogawa Ranpo "Shounen Tanteidan" wow I remember nothing about this but I can see why I added it.

Roll #2:

A 6 aand now the CW tile. #20 which is more Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood.

Roll #3:

A, prompt: reincarnated into another world. Nothing on my CW list for that and I don't want to start something else new, so using skill. New prompt: popular anime. Haikyuu!! ,hopefully I'll be in the mood for it (aka more awake) by the end to watch it.

Roll #4:

An 8, intimidates you. *spends several minute hemming and hawing about what exactly that means* Ya know what, fine, I'll do Mawaru Penguindrum. I don't know how much I'll remember but I refuse to backtrack because I'd probably DNF it due to that character I hate. I may DNF anyway but hey, let's find out at least. 🤷

Roll #5:

A 6, prompt: mystery element. More Delico's Nursery then.

Roll #6:

An 8 and the end. Reward: going to be predictable and go with Dr: Stone again because it never fails to cheer me up.

Most looking forward to: Dr. Stone of course
Least looking forward to: Mawaru Penguindrum

~Anime PTW List~


[Mystery] Trickster: Edogawa Ranpo "Shounen Tanteidan"
[Action/Drama] Fullmetal Alchemist: Brotherhood
[Sports] Haikyuu!!
[Psychological Drama/Mystery] Mawaru Penguindrum
[Fantasy/Mystery] Delico's Nursery
[Sci-Fi/Adventure] Dr. Stone

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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-22 03:35 pm

Anime Check-in: Dr. Stone S4P2E4-5


Episode 4:


SO CUTE 😊

Lol, the watch lady was so nonchalant about being revived.

"Everyone else we've woken up has had a freakish mental attitude."

Yeah but you dressed the lady before reviving her, not poor Joel...

Lmao at Joel not being able to resist using the Medusa.

Poor Armadillo. T_T After getting into The Vampire Dies in No Time especially, thinking of John being eaten is too sad.

I love the chibi of them all on their bikes!

Episode 5: The 'who killed who' and relationship chart hahah, blew Chelsea's mind. And the high five, cute!

Kinda funny to be worrying about Hyouga this late;;

Aw, Tsukasa's expression while eating was so cute. :') He honestly is pretty darn cute when he's being silly.

I am once again overcome with love for these guys. I hope more people can look past Boichi's way of drawing women sometimes to see the amazing writing by Inagaki and the otherwise great art. ❤️️
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-22 03:26 pm
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November Anime Wrap-Up

Watched ep. 1-2 of Akagami no Shirayuki-hime, it's okay so far.

Watched ep. 1 of Gnosia, it's so intense/suspenseful!! Might have to take it slow.

Watched ep. 1-2 of Magic Kaito.

Watched Dr. Stone S4P2E1-5!! &

I'm putting IDOLiSH7 on hold, I can't stand the feeling of not remembering what's going on when I wait too long to get back to something, so I'll just go to the game for a while and get back to the anime again someday.

Watched 1 episode of Durarara!!.
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-22 12:25 am

Game Check-in: Duet Night Abyss



Spoilers, of course.

The Empire took someone else before and tried to use them but they resisted, so they were killed?

WTF, the story about Miss Hilin and Hamel was so tragic! And what exactly turned him into a monster? Oh shit I just realized that's why it was going for stones so single-mindedly ahhhh.

Yep, so when Charons 'deteroriate' after Awakening they turn into super strong Filthoids. I'm still confused about the connection between Forsakens and Deterioration. How was Hal a Forsaken?

For the Elsa and Annie case, why didn't we have the option to give Elsa the letter from Annie???

'CRAP' WAS CENSORED WTF even IF this was a children's game that would not be?!

Also I find it really sad that they want to take Psyche away to die with them, like at least they didn't kidnap her, they gave her a choice to meet them and yeah Henrik hasn't given them the best impression but her own parents left her with him and it's clear he's trying to help these people, did they ever consider she might want to stay with her guardian in her last moments?

I cannot believe they just assume Henrik was some evil villain killing and controlling Deteriorators based on that tiny shred of info Vita learned. This is so stupid. *smh* Hope they don't do something irreversible.

Me in the middle of feeling bad for Psyche as walks through her visions of the past: "...Wait, why do her parents look like the most generic NPCs ever, did they adopt her??"

I hate the Empire SO MUCH. They think they're the good guys but they're actually the lowest scum. :|

Is the crystal as a cure a loose end? I don't know how I feel about Psyche's ending, I thought she'd die, then I thought she'd live but then she died by killing herself right when she came back to herself. With practice or done sooner, could Vita's Resonance hold Deterioration back or take it away completely?

Outsider mentioned someone else who could use 'this kind of power' who brought blood and chaos and was hanged, was that the person Sybille mentioned earlier?

Am I ever going to understand how catching Geniemons works?? Edit: I missed how to switch to a higher food, I kept using the same one. 😅

After a little while of playing the game, it suddenly doesn't want to let me turn fast, it's almost like slow moon, same when I use my mouse and move it around the screen. Sometimes I have to restart the game because it's hard to fight when you can't turn fast.

I feel really bad for all the stags, every time I'm out exploring with a team they go off and kill them all. 😭
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-21 11:51 pm

🔗 Links of interest

KK-chan is a Girl! - I found her recently and now she's my favorite mangatuber, seeing all the goodies and manga etcis a delight. She reads across the board, maybe mostly BL and shoujo.

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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-21 04:32 pm
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October+ Webnovel TBR 2

Using my gameboard!

I read 6/7 from my last challenge! I DNF'ed the Adonis one because I didn't click with it at all.


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Heaven's Official Blessing | Supernatural
Skill: Re-draw a prompt once

Roll #1

An 8, just past the trap tile and on the 'generate from TBR' tile. #508 which is Jubo! "Shaolin monk gong. Pretty strong manly bottom."

Roll #2

A 10. Prompt: royalty/nobility. I really want to know what happens next in It Seems Like I Fell into a Reverse Harem Game.

Roll #3

An 11...but it's the trap tile. Went back, rerolled a 6, prompt: martial arts: Was about to use my skill before I saw that Trash of the Count's Family is labelled martial arts for some reason. XD

Roll #4

A 5, prompt: sex friends to lovers. The first one on the list is The Chairman’s Mistaken Canary. "A seemingly aloof yet secretly passionate shou × A rich gong who seamlessly alternates between domineering and clueless." that sounds interesting!

Roll #5

An 8, prompt: time rewind. I really wanted to pick Epiphanies again but I don't want to forgot what's going on in I Just Want to Be in a Relationship if I don't read it soon.

Roll #6

A 3 and right to the end. There were a couple I wanted to continue but I can't help it, I really want more Epiphanies of Rebirth;;

Webnovel TBR List:

[BL Romance/Contemporary] Jubo ✔️
[Reverse Harem/Game] It Seems Like I Fell into a Reverse Harem Game
[Transmigration/Fantasy] Trash of the Count’s Family
[BL Romance/Contemporary] The Chairman’s Mistaken Canary
[Contemporary BL/Time Rewind] I Just Want to Be in a Relationship
[Contemporary BL/Time Rewind] Epiphanies of Rebirth

x4 BL, x Het and x 1 Gen
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蝶になって ([personal profile] bluapapilio) wrote2025-11-21 03:32 pm

Webnovel Check-in: "Epiphanies of Rebirth" ch. 11-22



"Epiphanies of Rebirth"

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Chapter 11: IN. SANE. If this Liu doesn't get thrown behind bars after this there is no justice in this world.

Chapter 12: I feel a little bad for Du Kang.

Can you imagine how furious Lin Jingzhe would be if someone died in his home?

Du Kang, who walked in the front, approached and slapped his face hard.


YES. DO IT AGAIN.

Chapter 13: To the execution block!

Chapter 14: Justice served, though we didn't see Qi Qia's reaction.

Chapter 15: Li Yurong needs to bite the dust next... AND that president eww. Can Li Jingzhe refuse to go back to class 1??

Chapter 16: Du Kang visiting the school, I was worried there for a second but he managed to run into Li Jingzhe so he should find out about class 5.

Chapter 17: *glee*

Chapter 18: Du Kang is a good guy, I'm glad he's the one getting stuff done even though it's stressing him the fuck out all at once lol

Chapter 19.1: Li Jngzhe turned down Qunnan and everyone decided Yu Zhuliang should get it. In the previous life, he would have if it hadn't been for Jiang Run, and Jingzhe didn't want to rob that from him.

Hu Yu is finally getting recognized as an official teacher!

Aw I love the new English teacher, Qian Tian.

Ohh, two new characters? A guy named Hu Shaofeng who curses rather a lot complaining about the donated antiques and his friend Xiao Chi and they're skydiving?! I don't want to jump to conclusions but could Xiao Chi be a regressor as well, since he has knowledge of that Qi Kai guy? If so, he must've found the news interesting since in the previous life the antiques were taken by Jingzhe's mother.

Chapter 19.2: We see how the losers are doing (not great, hah). It's exams time and I can't believe how proud I am of the boys for getting this far. Jingzhe knows inflation is coming so he's going to have to get a job to pay for college tuition.

Chapter 20: Li Jingzhe getting so mad at Zhou Haitang for trying to give up. Ahh I hope they all make it to Yan city.

Holy shit, all those people suggesting Hu Yu falsify his college choices. Glad she didn't do it.

Chapter 21-22.1: How are Hu Shaogeng and Xiao Chi even friends;;

He turned the corner, and the sight he found made his heart soften: the three brats, still shouting not too long ago for Lin Jingzhe to check out, were huddled in the king-sized bed in the outer room, fast asleep.



I should've known Li Jingzhe would do something wild like this to make money. But he can pull it off!

Chapter 22.2: If Gao Sheng was the brains and Zhou Haitang was the muscle, then Deng Mai was the one who got rid of the corpses and eliminated evidence.

😂

Li Jingzhe got his loan, is working on getting into stock and bought the guys new clothes so they can be his bodyguards.

It's really sweet how protective the guys are of Li Jingzhe. :') Just as he is of them though.

His chin was rather pointy, but when combined with a bit of baby fat still left on his cheeks, it made him look like a little innocent white rabbit.

Good thing Li Jingzhe can't read thoughts. 🤣

I like these two quotes:

"speaking the language of humans when seeing a human, and speaking the language of devils when seeing a devil”

“dragons and snakes jumbled together"

CW: Use of 'mentally retarded' in chapter 20: there was no way Mother Zhou would believe it just like that unless she was mentally retarded